+~Stop this girly thoughts and make yourself a manly pina colada

Life can get boring sometimes and when it does I tend to get depress and sad and do weird things like stare on things until they get weird and strange to me. Like today, I put on two windbreakers and rode my bike at the edge of a street overlooking the highway, stared at all the cars passing by until all those cars blended their colors and became one streak of different colors like a rainbow and the highway became two-toned of black and white and the street lamps became yellow dots and the whole scene looked like a Pollock painting. This went on for a few seconds then I stopped when I realized how weird it was, then I peed on the back of a house because it was so cold despite my two windbreakers. No I'm not high on drugs or crazy, I'm just sayin'..
I also stared at my face on the mirror until my face became strange and weird and look like somebody else's face like the face of a bad guy in a movie or my friend's friend face.
Really creepy but it's true. Sadness makes you do, think, feel and look at things in different perspectives. And sadness is one tough motherfuckr to handle and control.
That's why I don't like it when I get bored and I rarely get bored because I always find something else to do except today -and this got me thinking, what if my life becomes boring as I age? What if the internet, books, work, families and friends and all these stuff that makes my life exciting today became dull and boring as I get older? Will I become totally depressed and lonely then?
I think I will . The thought is scaring the shitoutofme.